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Ilooked out of the window ,the window of the world in darkness .The earth seems to have been sleeping .Sleeping earth just to escape the rain .The people on the street seems to be feeling up to this point ,all without exception to speed up the pace ,come, go .
People seem to escape the rain .Dark clouds more and more, also more and more low, as if to engulf the world .The thunder continued to hit me ,so that I can not calm .The storm then seize the opportune moment to the next up ,I felt a familiar sense of deja vu ,the rain can not say there is a road is not clear .
It reminds me ,things should start in 2000 .The grandmother is very ill ,diabetes has her ordeal to be mentally and physically exhausted ,she herself could not sit up ,everything should help .
The parents because the job is busy ,so grandma to elderly care center ,although I know it is very well equipped ,it is in the suburb of pollution-free fresh air, facilitates patient nursed back to health ,but I think grandma should be at home by ourselves for others ,I always worry .
But I should be considerate of your parents .So all I can do is go there often to visit grandma ,grandma to talk with ,with grandma .I always choose some sunny day ,so that I can accompany a grandmother in a nursing center in front of the vast grassland to bask in the sun .
When the grandmother language expression ability has waned ,reaction is also slow ,every time I kept saying ,tell a grandma in the recent school has some funny things ,but she can only do is to see my smile ,the amount of deep wrinkles with smile slowly unfolded ,probably because of just wake up, the cheeks with obvious blush ,greying hair with warm wind flying, gentle sunshine on grandma body ,creating a halo ,like an angel like halo .
The smile is my comfort ,as well as I do everything power .Parents often go to see my grandma ,dad is typical of the dutiful son ,the grandma to go but also as it cannot be helped ,usually the parents busy no time ,Dad had to choose the holidays bring Gangdun good chicken soup to see grandma, there also can help grandma reorganize the room ,talk with grandma ,grandma unchanged or the smile .
When Dad tightly holding her hand ,I can see that father eyes infinite not shed ,shed what ?We all know ,grandma physical condition as one day ,who can tell which day we come back again to see her smile .
Most opposed to the grandma to elderly care center to grandpa .My grandfather lives in Shenzhen each back time is not convenient ,not to say so far in the elderly care center ,but the power of love is great ,grandfather to see grandma, insist on every Saturday, sitting three hours by car to Huizhou ,after the home place luggage and without a stop to two or three cars on the the bus arrived ,elderly care centers ,all the way very inconvenient ,but grandpa and trouble ,every week, never late .
As long as Grandpa ,grandma will be very excited about it, and only at this time we can see my grandma good hope .Hope is often difficult to achieve, like a soap bubble ,will be shattered one day .
I remember very clearly ,that day was June 6,Abercrombie Veste, 2002 at noon I as usual put learned at home, home of the tense atmosphere almost choked me ,parents do not say anything just called me to dinner to elderly care center .
I am a big question and digging a few meals, with the parents went to grandmother .On the way, I see a large black clouds slowly covered over, an ominous presentiment comes to me .In front of me sight I can ,grandma without previous ruddy ,Pull Abercrombie femme,she is not as usual sits in the window waiting for us, but lying in bed ,she closed her eyes ,breathing becomes difficult, half of her mouth and spit out a bunch of bubbles .
I can just because immediately to the exam ,I can time to see grandma ,grandma how to be like this .I stared at the door ,as if to avoid what ,Veste Abercrombie femme,mom pulls me to her ,to lie in bed and lifeless grandma said : Mom ,we will come to see you ,my dad also came ,he .
.. ... Dad didn ,just use the towel to wipe the grandmother mouth ,the foam off .I didn I what to say or do something ,I just stood there looking grandmother ,parents don say I can see that ,maybe I will not see granny smile .
The parents decided to let me go to school this afternoon ,I listen to your parents go to the school ,Abercrombie Femme.Just to school, it began to heave rain ,wind accompanied by rain ,rain with thunder ,a heavy rain .
When we are in class, a roaring thunder shocked me,Abercrombie Polos, I stared blankly sitting in a chair ,my mind blank ... ... With a feeling of uneasiness I returned home, wait for me, is placed in the living room of the shrine ,I was startled ,had not thought that side ,at noon I was with Grandma .
Then what I have very vague, I only know that I took the mother incense ,kneeling before Grandma ,I couldn ran back to my room and cried out .From my parents heard grandma couldn wait until my grandpa ,grandma is accompanied by the sound of the sound of thunder to go, mom said it was God to see grandma too hard ,so take grandma go .
The next few days may be our one family the most sad ,grandpa always sits in a chair by the dead grandma sit for several hours ,and deeply with several breaths ,let a person listen really is grieved .
And I feel that the hearts of a place is hollowed out ,there has never been a heartache constantly on my nerves .Parents rarely smiled ,often as if thinking of sth. at Grandma shrine .
The time may dilute all ,over time the wound was healing slowly ,life has already entered the right track .But ,as long as you hear the thunder ,see the downpour ,my mood is tossed ,rain
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